Maam i am almost a regular reader of the forum since 1 month. I want to share my problem, i wrote it earlier a week back but it did not get published. Maam i am a 23 year old girl Shreya from Mussorie. Maam the thing is that i was in a loving long distance relationship with a about 2.5 years back. We dated for almost 1.5 years. But during our relationship time i met with another guy from my college and i started to see him.
Though i never knew its seriousness of the consequences, we roamed around, visited parks , shows , movies and hangouts and dinner but never got physical in any manner. But i dated him too and i know it was wrong. During a movie he tried to kiss me on and that time i realized what i was doing and i was cheating my boyfriend. I left him there and threw him away off and came out. He also debated that why i behaved this way and then i said i can not cheat my bf like this way. I really felt bad that day and wanted to say all this to the man i loved.
Before i could confess it to him that moron guy told all to him and my love broke up with me. I said sorry infinite times. Went to his city to convince him but he was not to be melted. Since then it has been 2 years and 6 months almost that i am trying to say sorry and patch up. I love him a lot and my love is all honest and i have never dated any one apart from him . I want to marry him be his wife and mother of his children. I need a family from him.
I love him truly. I went to his state almost a dozen times since that time but he remains adamant and does not change his stance. I dream about us a lot and want to be again. Maam suggest me to how to say sorry , though i have tried all tricks. I love him even more today then i ever did him.
Pls. give me sugesstions to get him in my life .