i just saw my 12th board result and its very less..i feel depressed now...and it feels like i am a total failure now. my father didnt scold me but i know he is very sad in his heart. i feel like i am worth nothing now..and i know my parents would never tell me anything about it but its suffocating me now. whenever i think about my result, suicidal thoughts come to my mind. i dont understand what i should do now. Everyone of my relatives are telling me things.. its killing me. I remain frustrated all the time and just depressed. I cant express but it seems like my life is just a formality now. I feel i am just trash.