i'm in bit irritating situation. i have a childhood friend whose sister had proposed to me long back. at that time since i was bit immature, so i denied her. i dont know how these girls grow and learn faster than the guys of their age!!! however, we continued meeting casually or this is what i thought that we are meeting casually. days passed, so passed the years... we were then grown up; enough to understand the love and stuff. one day i saw her in social gathering and something happened to me and i started thinking about her. this was my first ever time. few days after that social gathering we got a chance to get close again and she shared her views again that she still loves me. i got carried away but didnt do anything (ladki ki izzat stuff really do matters to me alot). at night we started texting each other and i too opened my heart in front of her that i love her too. so we made a plan to meet and all but on that very same night i started thinking what if something goes wrong in our relation. i will lose my childhood friend (he is the only genuine friend i have). anyway, i met her on the said day and explained her my situation and she too agreed with me. until then, very thing was ok.
now, after one year she again wants to be in relation. and this time she is adamant..very stubborn. she is really sweet and i dont want to hurt her and i am myself pretty confused.
but the worse thing is that i have made her as a norm. i mean whenever any girl approaches me, i start comparing her with friend's sis. this has happened thrice. now the point is even if i bravely confront my chuddy buddy, keeping my friendship at stake, the fact is my family will not accept our relation. m sure she will be ok with this as well... but my conscience doesnt allow me to do that.
please... help me... preeto ma'am in particular!
thanks in advance!