So, here I am married to a great man for 3 years..and I still can't stop thinking about my ex. I even have to admit that on the day I got married as I walked down that aisle I was still thinking of him. The man everyone said was no good for me and forced out of my mind, and life. I havent seen him in over 5 years yet he is still in my mind. What do I do about this? I've thought maybe I just need to apologize for I don't know what to him so I can forget. But then I remember if I see him then I know I will feel THAT feeling once more and I might be more even more restless than I started.