Hi friends i am in a very confused state of mind for past few days and i really need your help.
Ok there is a girl i saw 4 years ago going down the street coming from her college and i instantly fell in love with her. I started following her from that day onwards and one day handed over a love letter to her. She read the letter and was impressed with it and we started talking to each other on the phone. Strangely after some time she stopped talking to me completely just one message she left that she does not want to talk to me anymore.
I felt dejected and depressed but moved on with life but this girl always occupied my mind even when i was with my new girl friend. Then after two years suddenly this girl sent me an email stating that she is really sorry for her behavior she just wanted me to get over her that is why she never replied to my messages and did not take my calls. I forgave her and we started talking again but she would be quite different this time talking just as a friend and i accepted things just the way they were and slowly we again stopped talking.
Now after a year she left me a message on facebook that everything you have done for me all these years has been very special and i have never seen such a kind and caring person in my life and she will meet me this coming October in New Delhi ( as she is now working in some other city ), i replied to her and everything was going great when suddenly again she deactivated her account and has been like this only for past 10 days.
What is on her mind guys please help me i am clueless about this girl but i love her and i have no reason to tell why i love her