I am 21, studying and working in London at the moment... Its been 3 years and i've bin through a lot of ups and downs in here, living alone.. Supporting myself.. Now, i met this guy before i came here.. 3 yrs ago and he loves me.. He really does! But due to my own topsy turvy life i couldnt give him what he deserved.. We kept breaking up and getting back together.. During this time.. I did many wrong things.. Some things that i shouldnt have done... Some burdens that i will have to carry for life now.. But he accepted me always... Now, i really understand love.. And know what it is.. And i am deeply in love with him.. He too is, but now he says he can't be with me anymore as my past will haunt him forever.. In a way he is right.. But somehow, my heart is not coming to accept that we cant be together and that i will have to learn to live without him! I really want to be with him.. Hey thats all i've ever dreamt of for myself! Please advice me!!
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