i m 22 yr old gal. m gud looking, intelligent and pursuing mba rite now. my problem is i am very emotional and get hurt easily. i had a boyfrd 2 whom i luved so much he was like god 4 me. bt then he went 2 u.s. 4 higher studies a yr ago nd after 6 months broke up wid me. without giving genuine reason. i missed him so much bt any how i try to came out of the situation.
i found a way that now i ll only concentrate on my career nd got placed in 1-2 co bt again either the package is very low or location is nt up 2 d mark. i recently faced an interview of a gud co. bt as i was sumwhere in pressure to get that job anyhow, my interview was not up 2 d mark nd i dont think dey ll select me.
m very much upset abt my professional as well as personal life. i dont hav any1 to share or 2 talk. (as i stay alone in hostel) my so called frds also dont hav time. here again is 1 problem which i face nd i.e. ma female frds are either jealous of me as i m beautiful , intelligent and caring nd ma male frds start liking me nd want me to b his gf. which i can't as i want 2 remain single after my brkup.
my parents also don't support me.
though m the only daughter of dem bt still dey dont understand me nd rarely call me nd if dey call our conversation turn 2 a heated arguement. i try alot 2 b strong and 2 b happy bt now m tired and feel so lonely. sumtimes i dont find any reason to live 4. i want sum1 to luv me nd to understand me nd to whom i can talk nd can share ma feelings nt necessarily a boyfrd, even a frd can also do dat bt i dont have any1. nt getting a clue wat 2 do and dis situation is simultaneously affecting my personality also as i feel less confident nd always in tension which is harmful 4 ma career 2 ( as i m an mba student dat 2 in marketing) . whenever i face any failure/rejection, all bad things which had happened 2 me start cuming in ma mind nd i start feeling dull nd sad. plz help me how to cum up? wat 2 do?
thanx in advance....