Hi I am 24 year software engineer. Six month back a girl joins my team. Initially everything was normal. But things changed for me on last Diwali vacation. When I was leaving for my native, I was not able to go. I was standing at the gate of my apartment, confused whether to go or not. Coz I was missing something. That day I couldn’t catch the train and at night finally I realize that I was missing her. After that everything has changed for me. There is not a single day, when I haven’t thought about her.
I am not able to concentrate anywhere. This feeling is affecting my work also. My condition is like, if I will not spoke to the girl, that day become worst day of my life. Coz I will not be able to do anything I become upset, I sit alone. I don’t know how many times I cried.
The worst part is whenever I asked to come out with me, she refuse. In office she will join me for coffee, lunch etc. But outside the office she always refuses to come with me. She does not have boyfriend also. But she will go out with her friends. I thought of telling, what I feel for her. But I hesitate, coz I don’t know what will be impact of this.
I don’t know what to do. Please help me. I just what to get out from this situation. This feeling of missing her is killing me daily affecting my work.
Please help me…help me