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i know it is not going to potray me as a good human being it all started with the night i got married my wife is terrified with the concept of sex i tried every thing foreplay lubrication took her to psychologist but she did not let me penetrate and once or twice if i forcefully tried it she statrted shivering and went into a sate that she can not breathe and i have to withdraw caz that was not pleasant for her or me i started thinking of divorce after 6 months of marriage her younger sister was aware of the situation and tried to stop me for divorcing her and i manipulated her in a way that she started having sex with me ist time i might have been agressive but after that it was a silent treaty that she will satisfy me sexually whenever i desire. only ist time the act was done in our house while my wife was sleeping after taking sleeping pills after that in a flat that i own so my wife do not know about this may be she does but she never confronted me .i also indulged sexually with my Secretary and high class escorts but i am happy only when i am with her. 2 week b4 i had sex with my sis in law she started weeping after it. it never happend b4 may be little bit when we had sex ist time but this time some thing just broke in side me with the way she look at me with tear in her eyes. i do not want to hurt her may be i should divorce my wife and marry het instead but she do not agree to it and told me she will commit suicide if i did that and i have devopled strong feelings for her. now her parents are looking a boy for her and even told me to look too . last 2 weeks have been very tough i can not sleep feel dead inside can not let her go but might have too . realtionship with my wife is almost ideal with the exception of sex do not have any reason to divorce cn not live with out sis in law i might go crazy And now that i am in this sitution i realize that how much i have hurt my sis in law by taking advantage of her
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