hello everyone here...
i'm regular reader of this site from last 2mnths ..its too dnt knw wat bt its too amazing forum...n thumbs up for evryone here who give comments n do support..
okay...enough this nw cmng straight to problem...
STORY : im 22 yr. old guy dng nthng ..i mean dng engg. i met a gal last june on fb ...we were stranger dat tym..jst strted frm hi hello...we got addicted too much...n soon we shared phone no.s in 1 mnth ...then aftr addiction gone increasing...we used to chat 15 to 16hrs. daily...on nly sms ..aftr 3 mnths i felt like she's only my so called han dream girl,soul mate etc etc...so i did propose on 20th oct. n did propose in very detail n through sms only..n told her to please reply aftr my exams ..i.e. aftr 2 mnths (THNGS U(reader) MUST KNOW : WE NEVER MET/SEEN EACH OTHER ...WE BOTH DO HAV OWN PHOTOS ON FB..SHE is very pretty gal..too means simply too much pretty..im not even avg. for her.. )
k.back to stry..we tried many tyms to meet before i propose her..but we couldn't ,..evrytym coz sm problems...i cleared all thngs in propose like im below avg. looking guy etc.. n im thnkng for serious realn for life tym as we dnt hav any other prob. like caste etc..we of same caste n she is 2 yrs. younger dan me..okay...so aftr propose ...she behaved totally normal as she used to behave before (as i ws requested her to be normal n dnt giv reply plz..as it might affect our both exams)...bt still we used to chat 8 to 10 hr. daily at that tym too..now its DAY OF LAST PAPER..
soon i came out frm exam hall..i called her n asked about reply...n she said YES..it ws 28th of dec. i asked abt my looks n all,,she said all okay wid looks n all...okay..now its 4th feb. n we r dng gr8 ..i mean isn't it cOoOl dat we didnt lost a bit interest in last 8 mnths though we never met .. ...i truely love her n wants to spend full life with her...n same she says...but wat pity my mind says she won't accept me aftr she see me (yea though i hav pics on fb..bt pics are edited na so.. but heart says she will accpet ...i hav seen her chupke chupke by gng to her clg...bt couldn't go infrnt of her dat tym .. ...)
NOW THE PROBLEM IS THIS : my bloody brain keep thinks like...she said yes..dats gud part...but i thnk like if she feel negative abt me aftr seeing ...but i hav guarantee dat she couldn't say NO ..coz as u knw..its too late for us to say no now or to forget each other...so she might say yes jst becoz im fun loving or jolly guy or in short she loves to spend tym wid me....n might b not serious about this relationship as i am.
(now u might think like why im so low confident though we are cleared about looks n all already ...bt upto knowing her i know dat she likes handsome or so called "DUDE" types guys...n yea..its natural coz she is also tooo hi fi(i mean her lifestyle, her family back grnd etc) for my level .....so im so mcuh low confident about her thoughts about me aftr we meet)
WE ARE MEETING ON VALENTINE ...so...im in big confusion (or dnt knw what)...about her YES (truely for lifetym) and another YES (for short tym/for timepass)..what could b it from this two..n how should i get to know which is true n fake
HUH..SORRY FOR LENGTH.. PLZ APPROVE DIS ASAP N DO REPLY..AS I HAV VERY LESS TIME... :P