Just as every person has his/her own fantasy and dream picture of his/her partner, I too have nurtured such dream image of my future wife since a very early age. You may find it weird or funny, but I always wanted a girl who would blush before before me and feel shy when i try to kiss or make love to her.
I am very romantic at heart and was influenced by movies . I never liked a girl who was ready to do foreplay at slightest request.
Now I have a girlfriend. (age 26) But she never feels shy before me. She is very open. She can change her dress, get nude, and can go one kissing me and making love, but rarely she feel any nervousness or blushing. She might have blushed, but only once,and slightly, when we did it for the first time.
The whole world( all her female friends) believes that she is very shy and will never let her her husband kiss her. Surprisingly people think like this about her in public.
She was a very conservative girl, and I am sure she was much away from world of porn, and erotic stuff. She tells about her other roomates who appear to be so open and repulsive to me for their lustful talks.
Mam, am I abnormal or is it of for me to have such fantasy ?
More importantly, has the world ran out of 'Shy' girls..?? DO such shy girls dont exist and is it all just fiction what they show in movies ?? If not, where do I find one dream girl for myself ?