I've been with my fiancé for over ten years, we have a young child together, and for most of our relationship we got on great, we used to enjoy each others company and laugh joke and support each other. Then out of the blue shortly after we had our child, he changed and became very selfish, very secretive with his phone and began texting other women. Although he denied any wrong doing I explained it made me feel very uncomfortable, being a self conscious person all my life and carrying extra baby weight I felt awful about it. He suggested a break to which made me feel even worse, he said he felt our relationship had been on the rocks for years (I hadn't ever felt this way) I got very upset, and then he just acted like nothing had happened and still to this day it's as if he's forgotten everything he said to me. He still acts strange and is texting other women and is very flirtatious with other women we know mutually. On a slightly related note, we began to see more of his best friend, who over time I began to feel a connection with but often brushed it off as I thought I was feeling down about mine and my fiancés relationship being so rough, and he used to make me feel better about myself though im not sure he knew what had been said between myself and my fiancé he was just in the right place at the right time. As time goes on I get very mixed messages and I am beginning to feel quite strongly about him. He's so supportive and he seems to side with me more than my fiancé he's great with our child and is just one of the most decent people I've ever had the pleasure of meeting! Trouble is not only is he my fiancés best friend hes also married, I've never told anyone how I feel about him as I don't want to make it uncomfortable or awkward for anybody, especially my child. I don't know if he's just an escape from my relationship where I don't know where I stand with my fiancé or if my feelings are truly growing for him naturally. I've been told he likes me too by someone else and he often touches me when we are around (my arm and hands and stuff) there's a few cues to suggest theres something there but not enough to no for sure. I don't no what to do, I still love my fiancé, but for what he was not what he's become, he used to treat me as if I was the most amazing women he'd ever met and I felt the same about him too but now he behaves as if I'm just a peice of furniture! I've tried telling him about that (not his best friend) but he doesn't ever do anything about it. I have no where to go if we left each other, I don't know many people. I'm just torn on what to do