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Yes i want to kill myself because i am the bad one in my family..the loser one..and everyone in this family are so pure souls so innocent respected and perfect and deserves a perfect life but because of me they are sad depressed..i am not capable for settling down or for marriage but my brothers are very much capable but not saying yes..i am so frustrated..how can be someone so stupid..if there are some drawbacks in me and it's ok na i will find someone later but why he is wasting time age..my parents are in depression..last 2 years i am trying to find someone for me and conveniencing him..happiness will come in this house when he is ready..i am responsible for my parents depression and brothers marriage..seriously they are so loving caring pure souls but stupid..i just want to kill myself but i can't because they all are so sensitive..i am responsible for parents depression i am responsible for everything i am the barrier..in this perfect family house i am the loser one..i am destroying everything what they deserve..am just getting mad please help me
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